The last time I wrote I was disappointed--- I was having problems creating my new venture because --another business owner in the same building refused us being there--- My bus. partner and I fought like crazy to finally surcum to the landlord telling us --he can no longer let us go thur with our plans---or he will be sued---we have all of the machinery to create our business and no space in the neighborhood on the main strip for our business--mind you 3 spaces were available2-3 months ago when we started our project--- my bus. partner has 4 more years on her lease-- and we have no extra money to get a new space--hence my tears--especially having friends who have lots of money--and several saying no --what I find unfortunate is when Im called upon for help-- I am Always there---but having money-- just sitting in the bank and not contributing to Any causes-- on this earth---Im sorry I find that so fucking selfish--what are family and friends for--if not too share with one another while on this earth---you certainly can not take your fuckin money to your grave--some will Im sure---now I feel better that Ive released my tears--yes I do stand on my own two feet--- and trust me I Do----the neighborhood desperately needs new food spots-----SSSSSSoooooooo what I am going to do-- is start a delivery service ----thank God for people in the neighborhood that believe in seeing us grow---- Im ready -- head buried in kitchen--- In the name of a Victorian House-- in my neighborhood---with my daughters and my name on it. Here's to Reality.